Thursday, 22 December 2011

Coming of Love....

Winter night ...chilly,foggy,dense and dark....me on my bed,surrounded by many yet alone....missing someone badly.....
Never imagined myself to be in this state...never could have loved and missed somebody so much...never imagined to care about anyone more than i do for me.....
The feeling when he hangs up crashes me inside...coz fr the next few hours i'll be left all alone...he being in m thoughts...in m soul.....
Don't know when i fell for him....Summer it was...when i saw him for the first time....he being in the same compartment of m train....Nothing.... just a formal introduction, a few nonsense talks...and departure to our destinations.....no exchange of vows...no promises made...just strangers...yet known....
Few months passed....got heard from him....a simple message saying if i remember him....no love talks....no commitments done.....
Time really flies....and for me it flew faster that the light......"we" came close....our thoughts matched....affection generated....
We came closer as if the animus finding each other......creating a sense of true belonging....
We met...!!!l...I liked him more.....simple yet handsome....sweet yet tough....affectionate yet protective....caring yet possessive....these words won't describe him complete....he looked like a man yet God....
We talked...turning our nights to days and lecture desks to bed....I was falling for him...and i was serious....."I love him...!!!!".
We met again....the best feeling for me....when he held my hand and came closer to hear me breathe....nothing could compete with that soul refreshing and rejuvenating feeling in me....
we kissed...never been that close to anyone before...felt nervous...he caressed me....tickled me....i felt complete....i felt safe....being with him.....
He had to go...the severe part was to say goodbye....wished the kiss could have lasted forever.....
Left with just the call to hear his voice....i wish that could melt m eardrum....to engrave his voice into mine.....
Couldn't talk to him ....felt like i lost something....m identity it was.....m self....
Talked again...!!!
Heard his Godly voice...that healed every pain in me...felt a soothing relief....felt intact....
I found myself....found to be looking through his eyes....started loving him more....missing him more....
A feeling of being complete....After Dad....i found m Hero...
The words can't describe it better....for now i 'll post him this letter....because he loves me without any matter........
!!!!!


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1 comment:

Ruchi Jain said...

True feelings,, true love ..:)